Its a boring current daily routine, read at your own risk coz it’s toxic. I’m just frustrated, don’t wanna study right now and wanna speak abt anything crap with someone but no one’s available.
When I have all the time in the world, the whole world goes busy. Everyone is doing really busy stuff or just simply eating or watching a sitcom. Never mind, everyone is gonna call back when I’m back to studying or in the middle of some of my stupid KEM paperwork. But still, its not the end of the world and life goes on.
It’s not like your internet isn’t working or the speakers suddenly turn off and on top of that even the stupid tube light stops working or the AC stops cooling. But when bad things happen all of that can happen at once and when it does, it really really sucks. But life goes on.
Yes it does go on. One does things one has to, to fix stuff. Like i called up the electrician and got the tube light and the speakers fixed. Thank god I’m not getting fat now (coz according to one of my friends he’s not losing weight coz his speakers are not working). The AC doesn’t need fixing as it’s monsoons now and the weather is pleasant. See, life goes on.
I haven’t been able to study a word for step 2 CK since I came back from my elective and the exam date is approaching closer and closer but everyday goes wasted in getting the paperwork for ECFMG certification (which btw still isn’t over coz Mr. S is either busy making me run around here and there or he just doesn’t bother turning up at all like he did today) Or the day goes wasted in getting the things fixed. Well, now that I think of it, it’s not exactly a waste. May be I’m wasting time now so that I wont have to later and I’ll be studying for step 2 all the time then. Not having to do internship and having the time to study always is a funny feeling in itself. And you end up wasting a lot of time bit by bit thinking that now there’s no internship and you have all the time in the world. Why the hell is that exam feeling not coming? Why am I not gaining full momentum. May be I’m just waiting for all my paperwork to be over. Only then I’ll be able to read without any back of the mind worrying.
Whatever you do however you do at the end of the day it’s another day gone. Remember that. And life goes on.